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Rants
As you can see the tittle clearly says exams make me feel like crap. It's my first exam this term and I've never ever felt so humiliated, fooled, and ashamed in my whole existence. If this is what it takes to reach the top -being humiliated by a lifeless object(not to mention a sheet of paper)- I'd rather die than face it.
Honestly, I don't understand how the upper classes do this. They just seem to get straight A's all the time, it's frustrating. I mean, we're the same age and gender yet they seem to do better than me.
My mother always say-- actually I've heard it all the time from various people 'Where there's a will, there's a way' . It means if you will for something terribly, there is a way for you to accomplish it. No?
Then that means they who have better grades than I, must have put an extra effort to get what they've achieved. But honestly, does that mean they're always sticking their face in some book? Not that it's a bad thing but- do you not find it most utterly boring?
These geniuses-- I don't know, I just can't compete with them. But what I do know is I'm putting half as little as the efforts they're putting.
Just think about it, there must be a reason why they get exceptional grades right? Is it that they rarely go online? Or that they just find books interesting?
Well I find books quite intriguing as well, that is, if you include comics and manga.
Ah, I noticed I haven't entirely been speaking of riddles to confuse you. But that's okay, you'll be able to understand a lot more than you do on my previous posts.
Oh gosh, rather than wasting time on here, I better leave to take care of some unfinished business and start sticking my face into books like geniuses do.
Slip Away
Have you ever felt something someone you dearly love slip away from you and there's nothing you can do to stop it?
That 'someone' doesn't have to be a lover, they can a a simple 'friend' or maybe a very close friend.
Here is my story.
There was a girl, bright and innocent. Adored by everyone, liked by all. And as she was liked, a certain creature got their eyes on her. They turned her green and tainted her whole.
She was not a monster- and far from a sinister. But we can break a couple of rules or two right?
Have you ever heard of 'Rules are made to be broken' ? No? Then I've lost every hope in you.
Today, 3rd March 2013.
Something that scarred our friendship- forever, most probably- has happen. What you may ask? That I can't tell.
But I'm sure we both felt it. From now and on, our friendship will not be the same, there are boundaries for she has become what 'they' have turned her to be. And whatnot for what I am now, there is no way to fix this half-way broken friendship of ours. (My, my, I sure do love to speak in riddles and make you confuse don't I?)
Simply spoken; she has been changed -and as I told you- by 'them'. That is how I feel her slip away from me, someone so close has been slipping away from me and I could do nothing to stop it. We used to break the rules- but not every time- together. Now it's just me and she was trying to stop me.
As I dance my fingers across the keyboard, I thought of something. I've had quite enough of you and your transformation for today. Let's wish you won't have to show anymore of it anytime soon. And if you do, that'll be the last straw. We can consider ourselves as strangers then- that sounded harsh to announce an end to a friendship you've build since two years and a quarter ago, so let me correct myself- We could consider ourselves acquaintance , but that's just about it. She will be somebody that I used to know.
I will not be writing this if I had someone who can understand me. And the obvious problem is, I think there will not be anyone who does.
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Like A Boss
Hello humans. I'm popular, but no one knows me, who am I?
Still a minor and will be for a couple of years to come.
I live on the dirt and under the universe.
Wishing Upon The Star
- Meet One Direction
- Hug Nialler
- Kiss Zayn
- Touch Harry's curl
- Give Louis a carrot
- Hold Liam's hand
Rants
As you can see the tittle clearly says exams make me feel like crap. It's my first exam this term and I've never ever felt so humiliated, fooled, and ashamed in my whole existence. If this is what it takes to reach the top -being humiliated by a lifeless object(not to mention a sheet of paper)- I'd rather die than face it.
Honestly, I don't understand how the upper classes do this. They just seem to get straight A's all the time, it's frustrating. I mean, we're the same age and gender yet they seem to do better than me.
My mother always say-- actually I've heard it all the time from various people 'Where there's a will, there's a way' . It means if you will for something terribly, there is a way for you to accomplish it. No?
Then that means they who have better grades than I, must have put an extra effort to get what they've achieved. But honestly, does that mean they're always sticking their face in some book? Not that it's a bad thing but- do you not find it most utterly boring?
These geniuses-- I don't know, I just can't compete with them. But what I do know is I'm putting half as little as the efforts they're putting.
Just think about it, there must be a reason why they get exceptional grades right? Is it that they rarely go online? Or that they just find books interesting?
Well I find books quite intriguing as well, that is, if you include comics and manga.
Ah, I noticed I haven't entirely been speaking of riddles to confuse you. But that's okay, you'll be able to understand a lot more than you do on my previous posts.
Oh gosh, rather than wasting time on here, I better leave to take care of some unfinished business and start sticking my face into books like geniuses do.
Slip Away
Have you ever felt something someone you dearly love slip away from you and there's nothing you can do to stop it?
That 'someone' doesn't have to be a lover, they can a a simple 'friend' or maybe a very close friend.
Here is my story.
There was a girl, bright and innocent. Adored by everyone, liked by all. And as she was liked, a certain creature got their eyes on her. They turned her green and tainted her whole.
She was not a monster- and far from a sinister. But we can break a couple of rules or two right?
Have you ever heard of 'Rules are made to be broken' ? No? Then I've lost every hope in you.
Today, 3rd March 2013.
Something that scarred our friendship- forever, most probably- has happen. What you may ask? That I can't tell.
But I'm sure we both felt it. From now and on, our friendship will not be the same, there are boundaries for she has become what 'they' have turned her to be. And whatnot for what I am now, there is no way to fix this half-way broken friendship of ours. (My, my, I sure do love to speak in riddles and make you confuse don't I?)
Simply spoken; she has been changed -and as I told you- by 'them'. That is how I feel her slip away from me, someone so close has been slipping away from me and I could do nothing to stop it. We used to break the rules- but not every time- together. Now it's just me and she was trying to stop me.
As I dance my fingers across the keyboard, I thought of something. I've had quite enough of you and your transformation for today. Let's wish you won't have to show anymore of it anytime soon. And if you do, that'll be the last straw. We can consider ourselves as strangers then- that sounded harsh to announce an end to a friendship you've build since two years and a quarter ago, so let me correct myself- We could consider ourselves acquaintance , but that's just about it. She will be somebody that I used to know.
I will not be writing this if I had someone who can understand me. And the obvious problem is, I think there will not be anyone who does.
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